Nick Smiles

Ever notice when you try to hold your head up and smile, you only want to cry more. But then an iCarly episode comes on and you can't help but be happy because you missed the first showing of a new episode. Then you yell at the screen because you see your man (aka Freddie) kiss another girl (aka Sam). You then understand you are losing your mind because you yelled at a screen. You then feel writer's block... Lull... What to write? This is a good episode. Darn it, commercial. Argh! Oh yay! It's back. Today has been super rollarcoaster-y. Almost as much as Thursday at Six Flags...

Inspirations

Girls Camp is always a very inspirational time in my life. This year was especially uplifting and education because of my leader and campsite. My original sleeping place got too crowded so my friend and I moved in with her group. The group welcomed me with open arms and few reservations. By the end of the week, we had a strong love for each other and I was adopted into their family. My leader taught us through all she did and said. She says she is a bad example but she is one of the best examples I've ever had. She is a loving mother and friend to all she meets. I hope to be like her when I'm a mother. She is so calm and kind around her children. She teaches them through love and rightousness as we all are commanded to do. She is courtious even when untrusting. She is quick to compliament but always means them. She understands where people's thoughts come from. She has no unkind words to say. She is open and understanding. I love her with my whole heart and long to emulate her example. I hope to spend eternity with her guiding spirit.